Joshua Samuels

1988 - 2005
LocationLondon
Age16 years
Date of Birth11/1988
Date of Death2/2005
Visitors1,719 since 29/03/2008
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Forever 16 Joshua...*

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My wonderful brother has left behind his heart broken parents and his deverstated friends who he loved to pieces. . in his short life he touched many hearts and lite up many peoples life. i was blessed to have a brother like joshua. I no he wouldnt want us feeling down but at times it is hard not to when it hits you that he isnt coming back.Cant wait till i see you again Brruv</3...
June 18th 2005 Your life was tragiciialy cut short.things will never be the same without you .

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i remember in the mornings i had to get up for college but most of the times i overlaid , joshua would put his tracks on full blast and get pots and pans and bang them right outside my door, in the end it always woke me up lol.i could tell my brother anything band he would give me advice on what do , i always looked up to him , he was my angel.
how on saturday nights hed sit in da front room and play bingo wid mom it was hilaruious it woud get us all into giggle like how hed say two fat ladies and do an impression.
i member the time that we mucked around in the cupboard and he accidently locked it to scare me i was screaming but thought he would come back , when my mom cme home a couple of hours later she sed weres loz and he go oh damn nd cum runnin ....
My bro had the best send off like he would of wanted , hes safer now with jesus and hes now reunited with his dad and his Nana And Papa..

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Little did we no that afternoon
that you would be sadly took away from us
in life we lovedyou so much
in death we do the same
it ripped apart our hearts to lose you
but you did not go alone
for a part of us all went with you
the day you sadly died
you left us amazing memories
and although we cannot see you
we no your always by our sides
and in our hearts♥
if i had one wish it would be to see your face
and hear your laugh once more
to tell you that we love you
forever and more
i love you with all my heart bro
i will never forget you
till the day we meet again
sleep tight xx

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It just isnt fair joshua the scumbag who took away your life only got a couple of points on his licence and was made to do communtity service. how wrong is this and what hurts the most is thta he was only 15 driving that car that fatal night? he was a year younger dan you it just aint right and he got off wid iit basicially.Justice needs to be done too many lifes are being took by the roads and by guns and knives bro.

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i member da 18th june 05 like its frozen in da mind yunoo , the nock on the door the officers asking Momzie about joshua samuels asking if any of these belonged to him and them saying i am so sorry mrs Paula Samuels, they didnt understand that hadnt lsot a son a brother... i sat next to the front door numb seeing people flooding in to hug momzie i sat there and begged you to fling open the door and pick me up and start cuzzing me off and getting momzie mad like every night ha... those were never goin to happen again..
i go in your room late at night josh i look at yur tracks yu had done yur clothes still hung up in da wardrobe , your stuff just stood dere nealry 3 years on in da sme plce... in da same spot in da same place , yur bed all ruffled up yur piks still hung up on da wall , it just dont seem real josh yu shad be ere wid us...

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Thought our days would last For ever......xx

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ANGEL WINGS YOU WEAR...♥ღ♥


The day you left broke our hearts
and the tears fell like rain,
but knowing that you now have wings
helps to ease the pain.

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We know now when the snow falls
it is Angel dust from you
and when we see a shooting star
our Angel just passed through.
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The rain drops do not make us sad
for they are not tears,
but sprinkles of love falling down,
our Angel again is near.
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The winter cold has even changed,
Jack Frost no longer exists,
it's now a visit from our Angel
and he's left a special gift.
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You also visit in the night,
your wings flutter with grace,
we know now when we awaken
that an Angel has kissed our face.
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When the days are warm and bright
and the sun shines from above,
we feel the warmth wrap around us,
you've given an Angel hug.
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You are with us at all times,
every day and night,
you try to end the pain we have
and the tears that we still cry.
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Though Heaven is your home now
and Angel wings you wear,
you stay close to those you love,
until they join you there.
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Written by: Dolly Lee

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Love always Joanne xxxxxxxx

Joanne Walker (Friend)

February 28, 2009

GODBLESS YOU,LOVE JOANNE.XXXX(CAROLE&HARRY WALKER,ANGELA HUDDART)

A SPECIAL FRIEND X
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If u love me as a friend u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love.
If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
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Joanne Walker (Friend)

October 24, 2008

GODBLESS YOU,LOVE JOANNE.XXXX(CAROLE&HARRY WALKER,ANGELA HUDDART)

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When you think your road is rocky and a bit too steep to climb,
When you think your guardian angel needs to work some overtime,
When your personal jigsaw puzzle has some pieces that won't fit,
When life has no rhyme or reason and you can't make sense of it,
YOU NEED A RAINBOW When the clouds are dark and stormy
And have blocked the sunshine out, And perhaps you start to wonder
What this life is all about, When your trials and tribulations seem to be so hard to bear,
And it seems there is no justice anytime or anywhere, LOOK FOR YOUR RAINBOW
When the molehills seem like mountains and the obstacles are great,
When you feel so heavy laden and your worries just inflate,
When you can't see any ending to the problems that you face,
For they just keep on increasing and you need some breathing space,
PRAY FOR YOUR RAINBOW It may be you need to look a little higher than before,
Or perhaps a little further to see past the clouds once more.
But you'll know it's worth the effort when your rainbow you can see,
And you understand the love behind God's creativity,
SEARCH FOR YOUR RAINBOW
For your rainbow holds a promise that this turbulence will cease,
And your inner conflict will become, instead, deep inner peace.
But if, though searching, you can't find your rainbow at this time,
Until you can, I say with love, you're welcome to share mine!
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Joanne Walker (Friend)

October 14, 2008

THINKING OF YOU WITH LOVE,JOANNE.XXXX

Through the gentle breeze and the stormy seas
Your love comes flooding through
A sense of your surroundings
Letting us know that it is you
A heavenly sky with sparkling flames
Becomes visible in the skies
Appearing is your shadows
As you turned to wave goodbye
A mellow whisper in my ear
Thanking all for what's been done
And letting us know that you're ok
As you glide towards the sun
No matter what the outcome
No matter how much we cried
You're letting us know that your still here
It was only the body that died
For your memory holds no boundaries
Everyday it is kept alive
Its gives us warmth and energy
That encourages our days to thrive
Just keep on remembering me
In your shadows I'll walk with you
And guide you through your darkest hours
In everything you say or do
For absence cannot be changed for us
We accept what had to be done
We cannot change the wishes of God
If he wants you to be the one
When you reach the golden promised land
And the gates are open wide
It will be there you'll find great comfort
And your tears you'll try to hide
As you settle in your new found world
You'll send us a glittering prize
It will brighten up the darkest day
And bring a tear to our eyes
Thankyou for your presence
And for all the memories too
You left this world something beautiful
It was the fact that we had you



GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS LOVE JOANNE.XXXX(CAROLE&HARRY WALKER,ANGELA HUDDART)

Joanne Walker (Friend)

October 11, 2008

GODBLESS YOU,LOVE JOANNE.XXXX(CAROLE&HARRY WALKER,ANGELA HUDDART)

May the angels keep you till morning.
May they guide you through the night.
May they comfort all your sorrows.
May they help you win the fight.

May they keep watch on your soul.
May they show you better ways.
May they guard you while you're sleeping.
May they see you through your days.

May they show you new hopes.
May they still your every doubt.
May they calm your every fear.
May they hear you when you shout.

May the angels keep you till morning.
More than this I cannot pray.
And if the angels ever fail you,
Then may God be there that day.

Joanne Walker (Friend)

October 5, 2008

I HAD IT ALL.XX

Our hands have touched, our paths have crossed
A love is gained, a love is lost
Just for a moment I kissed the face
Of my innocent son I can't replace.

Just for a moment a maternal touch
Would say the words that meant so much
A soft caress, the gentle tears
That made those minutes last for years.

Just for a moment, I held your hand
My broken heart in your command
So much to tell you, so little time
Why was we punished, what was the crime?
They took part of me when they took you away
As much as I love you, you weren't meant to stay
I gave you a hug that for always must last
As facing the future means leaving the past.

Our souls have merged, I live for you
Perhaps I'm living your life too
I will carry on; I can always stand tall
Because just for a moment, I had it all.

Godbless you always Joshua,love Joanne.xxxx

Joanne Walker (Friend)

June 27, 2008

THINKING OF YOU & YOUR LOVED ONES ALWAYS.XXX

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Special Rose I picked with care
No thorns are on it anywhere
Sweetest petals I could find
Friendship's beauty now defined

Each day when you're sad or blue
This gentle Rose I send to you
So you will know that I am near
Friendships true won't disappear

Forever I will offer you
A flower and a prayer or two
On my mind you'll always be
Grateful for you constantly

If you need me I am here
Every day throughout the year
Knowing that you've been the best
Friendship with a Rose be blest.
~ Francine Pucillo ~

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Godbless you always Joshua,love Joanne.xxxxxxxx

Joanne Walker (Friend)

June 24, 2008

THINKING OF YOU & YOUR LOVED ONES ALWAYS.XXX

I found a penny today
laying on the ground.
But its not just a penny
this little coin I found.

Pennies come from heaven
that's what my dad told me.
He said angels toss them down
to show their love for thee.

He said when an Angel misses you,
they toss a penny down.
Sometimes just to cheer you up
too make a smile out of a frown.

So, don't pass by that penny
when you're feeling blue.
It may be a penny from Heaven
that Joshua tossed to you.

Joanne Walker (Friend)

May 15, 2008

I Dreamed Last Night of Heaven

I dreamed last night of Heaven
As I followed you there
I felt your presence, heard your heart,
I almost touched your hair.

I remember crying
Just because I missed you so
Though I was right behind you
I didn’t want you to go.

I begged for a reminder
To help me see your face
A thing to hold and touch
But it left an empty place.

I looked for you in everything
I asked for you by name
I know that you were with me there
I’ll never be the same.

I dreamed last night of Heaven
I ache for one more glimpse
Of the love I felt while near you
And the beautiful heart I miss.

Joanne Walker (Friend)

May 12, 2008

EMAIL FROM HEAVEN

Night had fallen and it was time for bed,
As usual I couldn't sleep, so I prayed instead.
Dear God, I said, I miss my son
But as always, dear God, thy will be done.
I said the words but still I wept,
Then tears were done and finally I slept.
Deep in slumber I began to dream;
It was so real as night visions can seem.
I saw a line standing at Heaven's gate
And a sign that said: Here you must wait.
'Wait for what?' they all cried in dismay.
'We were good; we deserve to go this way!'
But St. Peter waved a hand and smiled at the crowd,
Please settle down, don't shout, not so loud.
And then he explained, before they filed through
That they had a small task he needed them to do.
One by one in a line you may now come along
And register for our website, Heaven.com.
Please give me the screen name of your choice;
Your email address will be @angelsrejoice.
In my dream I awoke and turned on my computer
One email subject said: Your heaven.com tutor.
I opened it up and read my email in wonder;
Surely this must be a joke or a blunder
For there in mail it clearly was stated
That for a reply my son now eagerly waited.
It told me just how I could write my sweet boy;
Now down my face ran a mother's tears of joy
So I answered my mail and then got one in reply:
Dear Mom, it said, I'm sorry I never said goodbye.
But you know that I love you and I always will.
I wish that I could be with all of you still.
But this place is so beautiful, and so serene.
Hard to explain but I know you know what I mean.
And, Mom, I know that in forty or fifty years
You'll be here with me, so Mom, please, no tears.
In the meanwhile, send me an email now and then.
Let me know all the news and how everyone's been.
Until you are here and we are together once again,
Your son in God's light, bless you, Mom, and amen
I awoke then and knew that I had been sleeping.
My wet pillow made it clear that I had been weeping.
But how I smiled to think if only it could be true,
To hear from my son, and others who had passed, too.
But somehow I feel that my son used this way
To let me know he was fine, and that, everyday,
He is there with the Lord and the angels above.
He sees me from there and he feels all my love.
And although I miss him and will always feel sad,
Somehow a part of me also feels glad.
For I am sure now that he visited me in a dream;
It would be so like him to go to that extreme!
Knowing his mom spends so much time online -
How like him to use a computer as a sign!
So he has the last laugh and someday I can say,
Oh, my son, how you managed to brighten my day!
Wouldn't it be wonderful if this only were true?
That heaven had email and even IMs, too?
But still we can do it the old-fashioned way:
Get on our knees, bow our heads and then pray.

Joanne Walker (Friend)

May 12, 2008
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